Monday, April 19, 2004

Kiwanis, scary?! 

hey, I haven't wrote blogs in such a long time, I know. I am now writing with michelle's motivation:D

So, how am I doing? Pretty good actually, not too stressed about the festival but kinda scared. no, I'm not scared, but anxious. No, I am not anxious, but just excited....! Nah, I'm not excited, no, I lied, I'm so excited! lol (ahaha sam), Ah, neways yeah, I'm going to watch a kiwanis class tonight, check out what the piano is like, what the judge is like, annnndd just what I might feel like on wednesday when I play. I'm gunna go see a grade 10 class, I know a few ppl that are playing, so it should be interesting. I can't til the end of this week!

In other news, today is Elyse's B-day, happy happy 16th bday to Elyse. (I sound very excited there, I know) Although she is still my friend, still our (our little group of friends) friend, but it's just weird. I don't know about others but I don't respect her as much nemore, becuz of one reason. SHE BROKE JACQUI'S HEART!!:'( Nah, I'm kidding, that's not the only reason. I just can't believe how fast she can just forget about us sometimes, and get a new group of friends. pfft, I dunno, I don't really wanna expand on that.

I have a Romeo and Juliet unit test in english on thursday, it was moved from wednesday to thursday. I'm SO GLAD! I would have had to write it on tuesday becuz of kiwanis but everything is good now.
Now, this is one of those times where I can't think of nething to say, but I know I'll remember something I wanted to say after I get off the computer. UGH, I hate that.
Michelle, only if you waited patiently til I have more things to say, this blog would ahve been more interesting... ;) heh but then again who knows when that would be. My life is just really boring right now, maybe ill bring some exciting news after kiwanis is done. OHH!!! I just remembered somehting exciting to say while I was blabbering on dumb things... okay, the kiwanis for flute went very well for me( okay, it's not that exciting but, it's something). I got 4 firsts and a second. I think I only got one first last year out of like 3 songs, so taht's good news!

Radiohead- Like spinning plates, I'm listening to it right now, it's really cool. I wish I can hear the left hand for this piano part... or somehow get written music. This will be one of my goals, in the summer maybe, to play this song. That would be AwEsome!

okee, it's 6:40 now, and I gtta go eat, SO Hungry!
byeee!



Monday, April 05, 2004

The fight. 

Sam and I had a fight today. Well, like 30 minutes ago? It wasn't really a fight, it was just a little argument I guess.. I'm not really upset or nething. Hm, maybe I am, I'm writing about it in my blog!? I think I'm just writing in it to make myself feel better and talk to myself or think about what should or is going to happen.. Let's see where this goes....It went something like this:
ME: Hey, what did Mr.Smith say before you said "I didn't do the hw"
SAM: oh, he just said nothing, he just gave me a dirty look.
ME: nonono, what did he say before that?
SAM: He just gave me a dirty look.
We said this back and forth like 5 times. Me, not realizing that I'm not making teh question very clear. And, sam, I don't really know what she was hearing taht was coming out of my mouth, but it seemed she just assumed I was asking the same question over and over and over again. We both got very frustrated. It would have been quite funny for someone who was watching us. Like, michelle, who said this to stop us: "hey, what did mr.smith say?", "he gave me a dirty look", repeating what we said about twice. At this, I got quite angry, because of the fact that neither of them understood what I was actually asking. I was just trying to ask if Mr.smith told us to hand the assignment in or something. Shoot, I should have said that, so she would actually understand it:S
Afterwards Elyse comes over and asks what happened or something...:S and sam says: "Oh, she's getting mad at me because I don't pay attention in english class" I'm pretty sure taht's what she said. I do not know why she said that, because I know she knows thats not why I got mad,Obviously? I got mad because I got frustrated,I was saying in my head "why the hell can't she understand what I am asking her?!" It was stupid that I got mad,and yelled, and or whatever I did, now that I think about it. But at the time, I was like "UGGHHH"
This fight reminds me of the time when me and Jacqui had a fight over a lipgloss. Stupid fight. She took my lipgloss without asking. Then, I just said something like "don't use it!"..? and we got in a fight, not talking for like 2 days. Not that I care that much about who uses my lipgloss, but wait, maybe I did care...it was last year, I can't remember... But, all I remember is that it was just a stupid little fight.
Oh, I remember the last time sam and I had a fight. It was first semester of grade nine. We were pretty close. I think I said she looked bad in a picture, which was a joke, but I said it pretty seriously I remember, so she got mad and I got mad, or something. This was at lunch(4th period) and at 5th period(french) we were good friends again. She wrote me a note, I wrote her a note (at the same time) in class. It ended up, we both thought we were mad at each other. It was like: "ohh I thought you were mad at me?", "ohhh I thought you were??" lol, it was funny, now that I think about it.
But neways back to today's "fight". I'm feeling neutral about it right now. I feel better now that I poured my heart(err, thoughts..) into this blog. This fight won't last long, I know taht for sure, because it's just a stupid argument. But, I dunno. Who is gunna talk first? ah, I'm scared.
I might write later about this, or may not speak of this "fight" again, but for now...
Bye.

Sunday, April 04, 2004

Today is sunday, again, I'm blogging on a sunday, ah, craziness...

I sold about 19 chocolate bars in total for the volleyball fundraising(at my store). Well, first I just put up a sign that said,
"Please help our BearCreek Volleyball team by purchasing a chocolate bar for ONLY $2.50 with tax" But no one would buy it, and I waited for like 30 minutes. And then, I started asking every single person that stepped into the store. Some people were nice, they are like: "SURE! why not?!" and others just simply said "ah, I don't have ne money today," even though they know I knew they did, hah. Some guy told me he was diabetic. Which is understandable, but he could have bought one for someone else? lol, o well.
I practiced piano for about an hour, and... that's it. I was too lazy to do my english hw, and I've been thinking about it all weekend too! :S
I listened to my burnt cd like 73814186 million times today. While working, as well as while ... not.. working.. I dunno, just here and there. I need to get some cds! Ugh, my goal this year was to get all these CDs, and the only one I got was "the swiss army romance", which was a gift from Sam, for my b-day.
This weekend was pretty lame. I did nothing, basically. I went to the school to help out at the concession stand. There was a science fair going on. All these smart people were too cheap to buy a box of Krispy Kreme donuts for 8 bucks! They are too smart to buy 188 calories, 12g of fat contained donut. They probably already calculated all that and decided not to buy it. At wal-mart it's like $7.50, or something like that. And We ended up selling it for only 8 bucks. We did make any money(yet), but hopefully we wont end up losing money. Everyone wokred so hard that day, especially ms.V and I felt bad, because we almost lost money. It was a long day...

Did I tell you how muhc I like Yellowcard now? I never really listened to them before, because of my laziness for d/l music and cheapness for buy music. BUT, now I have a few songs downloaded and they are awesome! They are, however, not the only band that I've been listening to these days. The reason I can't I like much of these bands is because I don't have the music, sadly... The new goal is to visit Big Jons or HMV or any other music stores by the end of this month, and buy 2Cds AT LEAST. Blog readers, remind me if I forget!
I had so much food tonight. It is about 11:45pm, and I am still up! Craziness...
I hope I don't miss the bus tomorrow... I tend to ignore the radio in the morning and wake up like an hour later than what time usually intend to wake up at, when I go to bed late. meh.
Irwin was telling about the brit concert today. hahahah how one of the dancers got a huge boner ahhaha thats some funny stuff... and the reminded me of how I'm going to have soooo much fun at DASHBOARD concert! OH, and I might be planning on going to the Incubus concert as well. Sam and I shall discuss this matter. Ash said the tickets are still available, meaning.. they are on sale now,:S I didn't they would be yet. Ah, neways, my eyes are half shut now, so I guess I go to bed sooooon enough...
okay, well... tata!

Thursday, April 01, 2004

Capulet: give me my long sword, HO! 

hm, I think Capulet is the one that said it...?

:D I was just talking to CC on msn and thought I would talk about him on this blog. Well, just recently, like two days ago maybe? CC dyed his hair. ALL bleached blonde with black on the tip of his mohawk. It was shocking, yes, but he's still hot! Our conversation went:
Soojin: Hey
Chris: Hi
Soojin: Don't tell me you're doing hw again?
Chris: Yeah, sorry
Soojin: lol, ok
Chris: lol
--then I just thought I would stop, since u know hes doing hw n stuff?--well--surprisingly he said 2nds later----
Chris: so, whats up?
Soojin: (L)ah,, nothing much...:D:D:D (cept without emoticons, they are just in my head)
THeN we just talked about blink 182 and Dashboard and the concerts, he told me he did not know about the blink concert and that he doesn't go to many concerts. When I asked him about Dashboard, he told me that he has heard of them, and that he thinks they are good! ah hehe. Of course I told him I'm going to their concert:D
After that we carried our conversation to a next level. ;)
.... HAH no, it's not what you think... We talked about what he took thsi semester, lol. I just started asking about how hard chemistry is. He says it's easy, no problem! what a brainer. tsk tsk. He's too smart and good looking for his own good. ah, neways, hes like, nah, chemistry is easy, don't worry about it, its ENGLISH that is the DEVIL (he even put those words in capitals:O) lol, ha, you know what's funny? I sorta sounded like, and I think he thought I was taking chemistry next year, but I'm not taking it. lol.o well....
And, that's about it on the conversation I had with CC. It was as heavenly as the Rolo ice cream at Boston Pizza! YUM!
Today, I was supposed to do my Dance Presentation, but only like five people went, so I didn't have to, I didn't want to go ta the time, but now I sorta regret it. Meh.
This thought just came to my head: Kaitlyn. What a loser?!? her msn name is:
Kait~Lyn--->(L)I wanna be with you, only for a night, to be the one whose in your arms, who holds you tight(L)(K)Alex (and some more of those emoticons)
ugh! She's nice n everything, but just really frickin scary sometimes...
Sam and I decided to make fun of her tomorrow and sing the song, and see if she be like: OHHH you like that song too?? ah,, It's my FAVOURITE!!
:S ha!
Oh yeah, by the way today is april fool's day, which was pretty lame. I tried to trick Christina in the library by saying : ohh someone put Gullible on the ceiling!? :O
Everyone looked at me like, what are you a dumbass? I was like, crap...
pfft, maybe next year... lol.
I woke up at 7:30, thinking I woke up at 6:30, earlier than I thought I was going to becuz I went to bed really late. I got ready by 7:40, but when I open my door to catch the bus, it was already there, and I made a fool out of myself running for the bus yesterday, so I just decided to get a ride from my Bro.
I bet you I will get off this computer remembering a whole crap of crap I was going to say in this blog but forgot. I forget everything these days, which is why I can't go to sam's skating thing. Well, I still wouldn't be able to go, but still.
okay, and quickly...Final thought: today was a good day! excellent.. now
GooDByE!

Sunday, March 28, 2004

hey im back! 

Hey, its a sunday today, and I'm blogging? wow, well just ignore the part where I said, "I will not update my blogs on sundays".

O man. I have not blogged in so long, it has been over a week! So many things happened, both good and bad. Hm, let see... I went back to school after the march break. We got the second part of our english test back and the result is --42%-- omgness... I know. AND we got our progress reports on thursday.
Careers-- Ms.Garringer says: excellent!
Dance-- Ms.Grant says: excellent! as well...
Music-- no comment, but I'm doing well Mr.Johnston says.
and,,, English-- the bastard put my failing mark on my PROGRESS REPORT!
Aren't progress reports supposed to be stress-free?
That night I went home, didn't mention my progress report til' about 9pm..? waited for the right moment you know? that moment when my mom is happy n stuff.. My mom starts nagging at my brother, THEN my brother takes out his progress report trying to make my mom happy. I was like omgness... and so my mom goes,"Soojin where is yours??" and I bring it to my mom, warning her that she wont be happy.
She took it better than I thought (phew I was so glad that she didn't yell.)
ugh, english is so much worse than I imagined, becuz I imagined it being so much fun. does that make sense? who cares, neways yeah. It's fun sometimes, like when Mercel makes stupid comments or statements, haha. funny kid.
OHH and Jacqui and I took the van out to Tim hortons from the school. I drove of course.:D We both were very nervous and excited. We drove into the parking lot, but I ended up parking right on the line so I had to reverse quite a few times. Andre works there and he laughed at us. SAw two hot guys there, they stared at us like we were little kids trying to drive. hehe. Jacqui waved to them, they waved back. Also saw two police cars driving right by us. That was pretty scary.
On friday, Sam and I went to the Last Class, met Julian and Mike there. They were hot I guess, more cute than hot. Sam was hit on by this mentally challenged guy who claimed he was a security guard. AHAHA he was some dancer. eh sam? oh yeah and Julian was too:S The bands were good, but I didn't like them enough to listen to them everyday or nething... meh
Yesterday was JAcQui's 16th birthday! We went to boston pizza for dinner(mm sooo good pasta, we're going again tuesday right jacqui??) then watched Gothica. Well, they watched it, I fell asleep. I saw some parts after when everyone screamed their heads off. They scared me more than the movie, holy. It was fun overall though. Carrots were good(she didn't answer me when I asked her if it was organic, hmm!).
Someone says: What does it feel like to be 16?? (or somthing)
Jacqui: It feeeels like shiiiit (bailey's way of saying shit).
I wasn't there but I can picture her saying that aahahha
oh yeah I havent mentioned piano at all in this blog.
My songs are going pretty well. I need a new piano though, or get this piece of s... manure tuned up or something, jeez. It's so old, I really need a new piano.
I fell asleep at church, I was so tired today.
Yeah you know what that means..
Im going to bed.
alrighty bruce almighty, write later maybe like next sunday? pfft who knows , I'm so busy to blog everyday.
bye

Thursday, March 18, 2004

WOO HOO 

FINALLY THE DAYS ARE OVER! The days of torture. Today didn't seem long for some reason, though it should have, because I stayed in class through both breaks and lunch. Today is the first day out of four that I didn't visit Winners. I was studying for my final driver's exam which is 12 pages I was told ahead(and it was really 12 pages, she was not lying, jeez). Yeah, most of you are probably saying, pfft who studys for a driver's test?! But I realized I really should after looking up that word "odometer" last night. How did I not know what that was? The word sounds like something really complicated, but it's actually simple. Odometer: An instrument that indicates distance travelled by a vehicle. I certainly felt really dumb. So neways, I studied, and I think I did well enough to pass the course. I am sooo relieved.
It is 4:52 right now.
Tonight I wanted to celebrate by going snowboarding, but Michelle and Sam informed me that everyone(mich, sam, james, ashley, possibly finlay?) are going bowling. oy. Right now I'm thinking: I hope my mom lets me go, I already asked her if I can go snowboarding and she said yes. But now I have to ask her to go bowling. Hm. I'm pretty sure I will be allowed, but my mom, she is quite unpredictable.
I'm also told Jacqui is spending the rest of the march break at her dad's house. I guess this means no urban this weekend, for me neways.
Last night so many thoughts came to me that I wanted to mention. I can never think of what to say, and end up remembering what I was going to say as soon as I publish my blog. oy..
So neways, if I do end up going bowling, I still have nothing to do until like 9. I could play the piano for an hour or so, but that still leaves me 3 hours of nothing.
o well, I'll figure something out.
I hate looking for words to always end my blogs (like well, i gtg...like I did in my other blog i think), becuz you know how it would sounds weird if I just put "bye" then left, after talking about what I'm going to do tonight. But, sometimes it's hard. So...I hope you understand.

bye

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

instrument paneling 

Did I skip yesterday? I don't remember writing yesterday. I was probably really tired. I learned more stuff during the march break than in school, it feels like.

Today was an okay day. Better than the rest. I wasn't looking at the clock as much as yesterday. We got this assignment thing the first day(due tomorrow, thursday) where we have to draw the instrument panel and label all the guages, AND state the function/purpose of 14 operational features. Of course I have never heard of more than half of them. What the hell is an odometer or an alternator indicator? neways, yeah I'm just starting to do the assignment now, becuz it's due tomorrow and... I'm not doing too well on the tests. We have to get an 80% overall to pass the course:S!oh Ugh, and the other class doesn't get a final, but we do. Her name is Ms.Noble(no not the one at our school that jacqui's best friends with), she talks about senior citizens on streets n stuff, and she IS one! She wears this navy blue scarf around her neck everyday, pointy front shoes and short white hair. Actually it's like that kid tyler's hair colour. It might actually be blonde, but you can't really tell so you just decide it's white. Just today, we had 3 tests and 2 quizzes. HOLY. I'm just glad that I don't have her for my in-car lessons. Just one more day left, YES!
My dad just handed me my driver's License. It was sent in the mail. Woah, it feels weird having it, a card that lets me drive around!:O I suddenly feel old and previlaged:D
I haven't played any piano today. It's only 6pm. Tonight, I decided to play just a little bit, go to bed early and wake up earlier in the morning and practice then. At night, sometimes I'm so tired that I don't improve even when I play for a long time. It's better progress in the morning when I'm... awake. My piano teacher has told me that before, but I never did try.
welp. I have to go draw my intrumental panel and stuff so, uh, tata!
:P

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